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does it kill you too?

im tired of arguing. im so tired of praying that we go on a week without it. im tired of being happy just because im not sad. counting down the days until i start to cry again. who thought the thing id be most scared of was the phone? i cant explain how bad it hurts to wake up in the morning wishing i had a missed call. turning off the phone for hours, then turning it back on to see voicemail hopeing its from the right person. try crying every morning. try being scared to open your eyes. trying being disappointed so much you've started to take sleeping pills when you get home from school so you dont have to feel anything... call it "love". "love"'s been killing me.


11:51 p.m. - 12-03-06


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