leaveten's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- breathing toxic i've stopped crying. i feel as if my heart is pumping something other than blood, like water, poison would be fitting, had it not been a means of escape and there is no escape. when i breath deep i feel intoxicated in that bad way, like an alteration i don't welcome. more like being unwillingly drugged, although i am open to it. i want to run. i want to hide. i want to leave. i want to swim. i want to sink deep. i want to sleep, infinitely. 1:07 pm - 08-21-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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