leaveten's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- dirty little secret being someone no one has to know.
the fact that there's a constant fire around me, and everything i touch turns to dust. i break everything that comes my way and i leave behind a trail. but how could you have expected better from someone so broken already? maybe you wanted to put together the pieces but they've been cracked so much they can't be put back together anymore, parts have been left behind and i don't even know where to look to find them so how can you? or maybe i'm quiet enough that you built me up to be something i'll never really live up to. do i think too little of myself or do you think too much of me? either way we're in different chapters of the same book, rushing to catch up so we can be on the same page not knowing who's ahead and who's still behind. interpretations turn into miscommunications and we're lost again. we were arguing and pulling apart like magnets but i couldn't let it come to a close without a climax. i'm sorry for the crap i left you in, or that my warnings weren't clear enough, that i can never be good enough, i was never built strong enough and this constant hurting is something i'm tired of.
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