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wasted.

to be honest i know that daddy doesn't get why i am the way i am. i know that he doesnt understand why i dont see what he sees in me. "potential" he thinks the only problem is i lack confidence. he thinks i lost it. i probably did but im not really good at anything. i care a lot, honestly i do. i want to be a good person, thats what im passionate about but i dont think there's anything im actually useful for other than taking up space. no one would ever look at me and be like oh i wish i was her. i understand why. i dont even wish i was me sometimes. its one of the most depressing things you could ever wish for, not to be yourself.

11:40 pm - 05-31-07

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